Bleeding Love..

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy (hey baby)

but I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding I Keep,
keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep,
keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep,
keep bleeding love
You cut me open...

Cake

Today is stephy's bday...

yesterday..

i was tried to bake her a cake as bday present...

but but but...

i m failure diz time...

T.T

want to cry d lea...

ok...

now i m goin to show u all da procedure...

n da RESULT !!

1.Prepare the ingredients.
2.This is da mixture of the ingredients.
3.Put in da oven to bake it.

4.Put da jelly.
Here's da RESULT !!

it is short...

Sorry,Stephy...

i will do it better next time...

:)

爸爸

爸爸的白头发越来越多了...
邹纹也越来越明显...
身为长女的我...
顿时想快快长大减轻他的负担...

刚刚...
爸爸在讲电话...
听到他说经济很差,生意很难做...
吃了早餐就匆忙的赶回公司...
我感到很难过..
却又帮不上忙...

妈妈说将来我还需要读学院...
花的钱更多..妹妹又还小...

现在我能做的就是努力读书...
以后申请奖学金来减轻他们的负担...

爸爸妈妈,我爱你们 !!

Happy Bday to Stephy :)

Happy Birthday,Stephy !!!

p/s : sorry i cant found a green cake...kakazz...

救命啊!!

唉,
最近我不知道自己怎么了...
心情很差,非常情绪化...
动不动就发脾气...

一个星期就和妈妈吵了两次驾...
我就快受不了了...
我也不知道如何去改变自己...

救命啊!!!

123 Days

123 天。。。
少了爱情的滋润在这123天里活得很空虚。。孤独。。

在这123天里。。活得迷迷糊糊的。。。
根本分辨不了是非黑白。。。

所谓人盲心不盲。。。
可是对我而言。。
我觉得我的心盲了。。
没有感情。。没有感觉。。没有爱情。。
只有友情与亲情陪我支撑下去。。。

这123天。。就像一场梦。。
迷迷糊糊。。半睡半醒。。没有目标。。没有方向。。
我该怎么办。。。
烦

Holiday holiay holiday...

for me...
holiday = boring...
haiz...
so sienz...
everyday stay at home alone n juz stay in front of computer...
i think...
after holiday i will hav serious short sightedness...
haiz...
everyday repeat da same thing...
wake up at 10am...
eat breakfast...on computer...
go to lunch at 1pm...
come back on computer again...
until the time for tuition...
haiz...
my holiday is so so so meaningless...
sien...

where are you ??

haiz...
where are you again ??
tat day u told me abt ur gf's things...
i m started to worry abt u...
i noe u very love n loyal to ur gf...
n she said wan to break up...
u muzz b very very hurt...
but dun look so down...
cheer up...
diz is wat i can do as a fren...
i juz hope tat u can stand up faster...
dun b so sad..

but...
where r u now ??
i m reli very worry abt u...
tat day u went to camp...
but today u suppose to come bac edi...
where r u ??
i m worry...

i cant do anything...
i juz hope tat u r nth...
dun be so down...
cheer up !!!

I'm a big big girl
in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
miss you much...

I can see the first leaf falling
it's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl
in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
miss you much...
Outside it's now raining
and tears are falling from my eyes
why did it have to happen
why did it all have to end

I'm a big big girl
in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
miss you much...

I have your arms around me warm like fire
but when I open my eyes
you're gone...

I'm a big big girl
in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
miss you much...

I'm a big big girl
in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do feel I will miss you much
miss you much...

Him

Haiz...
two years...
for me...
it is not long...
coz da feeling for me to u...
i aso dunno how to describe...
when i hav bf tat time...
v seldom contact...
den da feeling will decrease...
when i dun hav bf tat time...
den u will appeared...
den da feeling will increase...
dunno it is a joke anot...
everytime i hav bf u hav no gf while i m single den u r coupled...
haiz...
juz like playing game...
but i dun like diz game...
u told me...
u cant talk to others gals bcoz of ur gf...
oh my god...
ya...
i noe u love ur gf...
so i respect u...
i din talk to u...
n long time i din see u d...
n long time v din talk d...
haiz...
even on msn...
u juz hi only...
haiz...
i think it is not love feeling between us...
last year,
da first time v met...
hahaxx....
it is so funny...
v met at da bm tuition...
u r so cute...
dunno why...
when u saw me ur face will turn red...
hahaxx...
some of them guess tat u like me...
but i dun think so...
hahaxx....
den u chg ur class to my class...
den v always sit together...
they all guess v r couple...
but actually v r not...
den i hav a bf...
den v seldom chat d...
till now...
haiz...

when i get my pmr result tat day...
i m so happy...
coz u r still caring abt me...
u sms me n ask for my result...
hahaxx...
but...
da next time i sms u...
den u ask back who m i...
i m so dissapointed n angry...
haiz...
watever...
till now v aso din sms...
coz i m still angry...
haiz...

hope tat v can b fren forever lea...
i dun hope to couple with u...
coz i feel tat couple cannot last long but fren does...

Frenship 4eva !!!!

Yan Yan new hair style o...

Holiday...

yeah !!
finally da exam finish d...
phew...
so tired...
now its holiday time...
wakaka...
among 10 subjects tat i take...
biology...ok la...
physic...ok la...
chemistry...my god...i dunno how to do...T.T
add math...ok la...
modern math...ok la...
bc...ok la...
bi...tough...
bm...difficult...
sejarah...its easy...
haha...
my language subjects is so lame...
mayb i dun like to read book lo...
hiaz...
watever...
now is da time for holiday...

Yohoo !!!!

i love my mum...

saturday...
morning tat time...i m still angry with her...
she said she wan to buy phone...
ask me to go wiv her...
i dunwan...
coz i m angry...
i asked her to buy phone for me...
but she dunwan...
she buy for herself...
i m reli angry...
but...
i aso go with her...coz i dunwan stay alone at home...
when reached the shop...
she wan to buy both two phone for she n i...
but the sales gal said the value will drop de...
finally...
she bought the phone tat i like...
i m so touch n felt sorry...

monday...
tat day she fetch me to school...
until i m form 4...
it is first time...
haha...
she is so different from other mother...
i love her so so muxx...

i choose to break up with my bf bcoz i dunwan to make her angry d...
i can have many bf...
but i only have 1 mother...
she is da one who giv birth to me...
teach me walking,talking or even cooking...
last time she had cancer...
but now she is ok d...
i reli dunwan to make her angry only make da decision de...
i m sorry....

but i can said...
i love her more den everyone does...

sorry abt tat...

yesterday....
我鼓起勇气向他提出分手...
but...he dun accept wiv my idea...
last nite...
around 11pm,he called me...
he scoled me and even said he will try to hate me...
he was cried....
he scoled me cold blooded...
but i reli dunno wat to do wiv tat...
i only noe i dunwan to cheat to my mum d...
i dunwan to make her angry d...
it is stress...
i m reli stressful abt our relationship...
i dunno how i say he only understand wat i wan...
last,he agree with me...

but but but...
today morning around 10am he sms me...
he told me he was suffered...
he need me...
i dunno wat should i do...
omg...
its all my fault...
i m so sorry abt tat...
if u wan me to choose among my mum n u...
i will choose my family...
sorry...