Him

Haiz...
two years...
for me...
it is not long...
coz da feeling for me to u...
i aso dunno how to describe...
when i hav bf tat time...
v seldom contact...
den da feeling will decrease...
when i dun hav bf tat time...
den u will appeared...
den da feeling will increase...
dunno it is a joke anot...
everytime i hav bf u hav no gf while i m single den u r coupled...
haiz...
juz like playing game...
but i dun like diz game...
u told me...
u cant talk to others gals bcoz of ur gf...
oh my god...
ya...
i noe u love ur gf...
so i respect u...
i din talk to u...
n long time i din see u d...
n long time v din talk d...
haiz...
even on msn...
u juz hi only...
haiz...
i think it is not love feeling between us...
last year,
da first time v met...
hahaxx....
it is so funny...
v met at da bm tuition...
u r so cute...
dunno why...
when u saw me ur face will turn red...
hahaxx...
some of them guess tat u like me...
but i dun think so...
hahaxx....
den u chg ur class to my class...
den v always sit together...
they all guess v r couple...
but actually v r not...
den i hav a bf...
den v seldom chat d...
till now...
haiz...

when i get my pmr result tat day...
i m so happy...
coz u r still caring abt me...
u sms me n ask for my result...
hahaxx...
but...
da next time i sms u...
den u ask back who m i...
i m so dissapointed n angry...
haiz...
watever...
till now v aso din sms...
coz i m still angry...
haiz...

hope tat v can b fren forever lea...
i dun hope to couple with u...
coz i feel tat couple cannot last long but fren does...

Frenship 4eva !!!!

Yan Yan new hair style o...

Holiday...

yeah !!
finally da exam finish d...
phew...
so tired...
now its holiday time...
wakaka...
among 10 subjects tat i take...
biology...ok la...
physic...ok la...
chemistry...my god...i dunno how to do...T.T
add math...ok la...
modern math...ok la...
bc...ok la...
bi...tough...
bm...difficult...
sejarah...its easy...
haha...
my language subjects is so lame...
mayb i dun like to read book lo...
hiaz...
watever...
now is da time for holiday...

Yohoo !!!!

i love my mum...

saturday...
morning tat time...i m still angry with her...
she said she wan to buy phone...
ask me to go wiv her...
i dunwan...
coz i m angry...
i asked her to buy phone for me...
but she dunwan...
she buy for herself...
i m reli angry...
but...
i aso go with her...coz i dunwan stay alone at home...
when reached the shop...
she wan to buy both two phone for she n i...
but the sales gal said the value will drop de...
finally...
she bought the phone tat i like...
i m so touch n felt sorry...

monday...
tat day she fetch me to school...
until i m form 4...
it is first time...
haha...
she is so different from other mother...
i love her so so muxx...

i choose to break up with my bf bcoz i dunwan to make her angry d...
i can have many bf...
but i only have 1 mother...
she is da one who giv birth to me...
teach me walking,talking or even cooking...
last time she had cancer...
but now she is ok d...
i reli dunwan to make her angry only make da decision de...
i m sorry....

but i can said...
i love her more den everyone does...

sorry abt tat...

yesterday....
我鼓起勇气向他提出分手...
but...he dun accept wiv my idea...
last nite...
around 11pm,he called me...
he scoled me and even said he will try to hate me...
he was cried....
he scoled me cold blooded...
but i reli dunno wat to do wiv tat...
i only noe i dunwan to cheat to my mum d...
i dunwan to make her angry d...
it is stress...
i m reli stressful abt our relationship...
i dunno how i say he only understand wat i wan...
last,he agree with me...

but but but...
today morning around 10am he sms me...
he told me he was suffered...
he need me...
i dunno wat should i do...
omg...
its all my fault...
i m so sorry abt tat...
if u wan me to choose among my mum n u...
i will choose my family...
sorry...