Thursday 24 June 2010

As i step into form 6, problems keep coming towards me.
First, transfering school.
As my first step into school,
I dont like the school.
I dont like the environment.
And have to pay toll.
But for now, i am getting used to the environment.
But sometimes still complaint about it.
Fourteen of us went to PPD to transfer but just one of us get.
Then, the rest of us decided to stay in the school.

Well, after that.
I am confused about my future.
I dont know i wanna do science or accounting.
I am really struggling about this.
After i have decided to do accounting, I have to worry the problem of changing school again.
If i can choose, i dont want to change school.
Because i am getting used of the school environment,
teachers, friends.

Then, i had made the decision to change school.
But the school i want is really crowded.
My second choice is not that good.
I scare i will regret if i change.
For now, i have decided to stay in SMKBU.
This is my final decision.
I will take accounting tuition outside.

Girls, lets break the school's record !

Monday 21 June 2010

First day in art

Today was my first day in art stream.

I dont know anything about econs and the teacher suddenly gave me a task.

Ask Suet Li and I do presentation on chapter 2.

And she only gave us 2 days time. Holly.

I need to the whole chapter in two days time and present on thursday.

God bless me.


The other subjects are okay for me.

Business studies and PA.

The teacher for business studies seems very funny.

She always out of topic !

She is my temporaily class teacher.

While PA is the same.

The same teacher.


Now i am still waiting for new timetable.

Waiting for math.

And waiting for transfer.


Sunday 20 June 2010

Today is the last day of holiday.
I am still in the holiday mood
which i can sleep for the whole day.
I am lazy. XD

And tomorrow i will go back to school and continue my form 6 life, fight for my future.
Tomorrow i will be in Art class.
The first day in Art Class.
The first day to meet Business studies, Economy, Math S.
They are really new to me.


Hope that i can get used to it in short time.

Saturday 19 June 2010

My love my darling

Yesterday was 18.
We went to watch Toy Story 3.
The movie is awesome.
It brought me back to toys and little kids time.

We have been together for 18 months.
Few more months later, he will be leaving.
And we will not meet every week or every month like now.
I only hope that we can meet every year.
This is not the first time we have been separated.
I hope that we can get used to the long distance relationship.
I know is difficult. But we will try.

He is the one who always care about me. Worry about my life and my health.
He is the one who take care of me when i was sicked.
He is the one who always be patient on me. I am really hot tempered.
He is the one who fetching me around.
He is the one who always walk to buy breakfast for me when he got no car.
He is the one who chat with me if i couldn't fall asleep at night.
He is the one that i loved.


I know i will miss him like hell if he is not around.
But i will not force him to stay.
He got such a golden opportunity.
He should go for it.

Tuesday 15 June 2010

Life

I have leave my blog for such a long time.
Sorry. I was busy, actually lazy to update.
Now i am in form 6.
And i am still struggling for my future.
I want to have a bright future but i dont really have a plan.

I have lost my way to the future.
At first, i plan to do pharmacy.
But after my high school. I feel that i am not really in to science.
I like biology but i dont like chem.
Chem is very tough for me.

Then i have decided to do accounting.
I like account actually.
But i dont know if i can take the job.
I am the careless type and impatient.

For this moment,
I want to do account!


Hope that i won't regret for leaving science.