日子天天过，我和他分离的日子也越来越靠近

胆小的我只会逃避这个问题

说真的，当他问我他该不该去外国，我都逃避

我真的不知道要怎样回答

我的心很矛盾

往他的方面想，我真的想他去，我知道这是一个难得的机会

但是我又担心他在那里的生活

他是一个大小孩

什么事都要我操心，我真的放不下

在我内心的深处，当然我的私心也不想他离开

虽然我知道我们只需要一些日子来适应

但是把他留在身边是最好不过

闷时有人陪

伤心时有人诉苦

无时无刻都有人陪伴在左右

但是我会接受事实和支持他的决定

我是一棵仙人掌，经得起风浪

As i step into form 6, problems keep coming towards me.

First, transfering school.

As my first step into school,

I dont like the school.

I dont like the environment.

And have to pay toll.

But for now, i am getting used to the environment.

But sometimes still complaint about it.

Fourteen of us went to PPD to transfer but just one of us get.

Then, the rest of us decided to stay in the school.

Well, after that.

I am confused about my future.

I dont know i wanna do science or accounting.

I am really struggling about this.

After i have decided to do accounting, I have to worry the problem of changing school again.

If i can choose, i dont want to change school.

Because i am getting used of the school environment,

teachers, friends.

Then, i had made the decision to change school.

But the school i want is really crowded.

My second choice is not that good.

I scare i will regret if i change.

For now, i have decided to stay in SMKBU.

This is my final decision.

I will take accounting tuition outside.

Girls, lets break the school's record !

First day in art

Today was my first day in art stream.

I dont know anything about econs and the teacher suddenly gave me a task.

Ask Suet Li and I do presentation on chapter 2.

And she only gave us 2 days time. Holly.

I need to the whole chapter in two days time and present on thursday.

God bless me.

The other subjects are okay for me.

Business studies and PA.

The teacher for business studies seems very funny.

She always out of topic !

She is my temporaily class teacher.

While PA is the same.

The same teacher.

Now i am still waiting for new timetable.

Waiting for math.

And waiting for transfer.

Today is the last day of holiday.

I am still in the holiday mood

which i can sleep for the whole day.

I am lazy. XD

And tomorrow i will go back to school and continue my form 6 life, fight for my future.

Tomorrow i will be in Art class.

The first day in Art Class.

The first day to meet Business studies, Economy, Math S.

They are really new to me.

Hope that i can get used to it in short time.

My love my darling

Yesterday was 18.

We went to watch Toy Story 3.

The movie is awesome.

It brought me back to toys and little kids time.

We have been together for 18 months.

Few more months later, he will be leaving.

And we will not meet every week or every month like now.

I only hope that we can meet every year.

This is not the first time we have been separated.

I hope that we can get used to the long distance relationship.

I know is difficult. But we will try.

He is the one who always care about me. Worry about my life and my health.

He is the one who take care of me when i was sicked.

He is the one who always be patient on me. I am really hot tempered.

He is the one who fetching me around.

He is the one who always walk to buy breakfast for me when he got no car.

He is the one who chat with me if i couldn't fall asleep at night.

He is the one that i loved.

I know i will miss him like hell if he is not around.

But i will not force him to stay.

He got such a golden opportunity.

He should go for it.

Life

I have leave my blog for such a long time.

Sorry. I was busy, actually lazy to update.

Now i am in form 6.

And i am still struggling for my future.
I want to have a bright future but i dont really have a plan.

I have lost my way to the future.

At first, i plan to do pharmacy.

But after my high school. I feel that i am not really in to science.

I like biology but i dont like chem.

Chem is very tough for me.

Then i have decided to do accounting.

I like account actually.

But i dont know if i can take the job.

I am the careless type and impatient.

For this moment,

I want to do account!

Hope that i won't regret for leaving science.

7A 4B

I dont know how i should feel with this result. Happy or Sad ? 7A 4B. Speechless. For me, it is not enough. My dream is 10A. I dont care about A+,A or A-. Now, 7A is not enough for me to go for scholarship. My future.. is lost again. I dont know where i should go. I am thinking to go for pharmacy but i think i am not good enough. My chemistry and biology just got B+. What to do? And where to go? I am lost. :( :( :(